Ramblings

‎”I do not fear death. I had been dead for billions and billions of years before I was born, and had not suffered the slightest inconvenience from it.” - Mark Twain

Breaking point.

I am going to the doctors on Monday. 
I need help.
Fucking terrified.


Why can’t I be angry? Why is everyone else angry about what happened to me, and I can’t be?!  I want to be angry, I want to wish karma would come round and spite him so much. Only the sad thing is, that all I ever feel now is numb. 

 

Guy Larsen, what a genius.

guylarsen:

The Sushi Kid of Tokyo
whose beauty made men melt,
Had always suffered motion sickness
on the lunch conveyer belt.

It is so much simpler to bury reality than it is to dispose of dreams.

Today I have been insulted twice in two very different ways.
The first was:

The only reason I want to have sex with you is because I know you’ll do it rough. You won’t die, but you’ll be close to it!

The second was:

You have a defeatist attitude Kelly, you lack imagination and will power. 

So yeh, thanks guys! Ha.

I am trying to be positive today though and I’m looking forward to Nando’s with Natasha later tonight!  

My dreams have been fucked up for the last year, but smoking whilst pregnant is not a nice dream!